Our Father

Our.
Our.
Our.

What if this means more theirs than mine. My tendency is to want God to be more mine than others. I say "our" but usually end up simply thinking of "my". It's not "my" however but "our".

This might sound odd but I wonder if "my" Christianity is really "mine" at all. Maybe I'm just a squatter on God's land and my purpose is simply to give it away?

Our father...He more theirs than mine... this does not come easy to someone like myself who is habitually concerned about "my " and Mine.